Yesterday I outlined and described
“what” 48by48 is going to look like and its hopeful achievements.
Today is the reasoning behind the project. I will do my best to give
you the events and the thoughts behind my judgment to embark on this
journey. I know that I appreciate something more if I can discern the
intentions behind it. I am also a person who thrives on the “why”
questions in the world, a lay philosopher if you will, and I figure
it only fair for me to be scrutinized with the same questions I would
ask anyone who would embark on this same challenge.
However, please don't think I have
answered every question that could be asked. That's something I hope
you will help me by bringing up tough questions along the way that
will constantly refine the vision and fortify the intentions of this
journey. Even though the dream may have its roots in my head, it
can't stay there for it to be considered a success. My hope is that
everyone who reads this will have a stake in bringing this way of
life into being.
I figure I'll start with the three
“biggie” questions and then finish with some commonly asked “why”
questions that I have been bombarded with lately. With that said, I
will conduct an interview with myself.
Why is 48by48 so intriguing to me?
I think there are a few recent events
and many years of character development that makes 48by48 so
exciting/interesting to me. The events that really sparked 48by48
were the spiritual road bumps in February of 2008, the death of my
Grandpa Johnson, and being introduced to the writings of Chris
Guilleau.
It seems so long ago that I ran into
what I call my spiritual road bumps, but the truth is it was only a
year and a half ago. I resigned from a wonderful church in November
of 2007, serving as their youth director, and left thinking I was
called to plant a church or ministry somewhere in the world. While
spending my newly found downtime reading and studying for my new
ambition, I came across an excerpt by Francis Schaeffer. Before
Schaeffer started the L'abri Fellowship in Switzerland, he went
through a season of doubting. He later positioned himself on the side
of an unbeliever in order to work out the reasonableness of the faith
before giving his life over to this same faith. I thought this was a
great discipline to undertake but instead of it making my faith soar,
I got stuck on a some “road bumps” along the way. Needless to
say, I got to a point where I didn't think it would be in the best
interest of others that I be in the church planting arena until these
bumps got worked out. But what did come out this time (and the months
to follow) was the knowing that even though a person's worldview
doesn't always line up just right, that person still has to function.
That person is still required to act upon the good they perceive and
understand to be true.
The second event happened in late June
with the death of my Grandpa Loren. My dad and I had the privilege to
be with him for a week before he died. Those long days came with many
hours of me reflecting on my grandpa's well-lived life and also
brought a healthy dose of self-examination along with it. I remember
looking at my grandpa and thinking to myself, “just imagine all the
things he saw and experienced.” (My grandpa served as a medical
assistant in China, Burma, and India for the US Army in World War
II.) It made me think about why I chose not to go into the armed
service (I was kind of a pacifist at the time) and it made me imagine
myself in his shoes. I also thought about his decision to come back
to the States to farm and raise a family. My grandpa was praised for
being a great father and an all out servant in his church and
community. With all this said, I think that the seriousness of death
is powerful motivator to correct and change one's life to do what
they know they should. I think regrets can be looked at from two
angles: 1) stuff we did that we wish we didn't, and the more uncommon
thought of, 2) stuff we didn't and wish we did. Either way you look
at it, I am quickly beginning to think I will have a regret in life
if I don't at least try to do 48by48.
The third juncture was the introduction
of Chris Guilleau's writings. Chris is an expert at unusual living
and makes a living creating resources for people who feel like they
are in the same boat he is, all while completing his goal of
traveling to every country in the world in five years. I've read
through his works and have been encouraged and motivated to seek out
what you love in life and then use that to help others. He also
emphasizes that a person doesn't have to live life the way others
tell him/her to. Taking his advice, I spent a couple of weekends
figuring out what those loves are. (To recap from the “what”
article”, they are: travel, technology, and volunteering/helping
others.) Once I figured these things out, I had an epiphany to travel
throughout the United States, volunteering as I go, and to use
technology to communicate a “service to others” lifestyle.
Apart from these events, I also have
strong characteristics that fit the 48by48 adventure perfectly.
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I am a people person. The
story goes that once I started to talk as an infant, I never
stopped. I also have an uncanny ability to speak to strangers.
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I like to do lots of things.
Variety really is the spice of my life and I naturally gravitate
toward it. Just check my iPod.
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I love storytelling. Once
upon a time...just kidding. Other people's stories and having
experiences myself that warrant a good tale have always been apart
of who I am.
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I get charged serving others.
I think this developed from the flood of opportunities I've had
being involved with service programs. Working with people from a
multiplicity of ethnic backgrounds, varying ages, and from all
across the country (and beyond), my passion for people being
successful in their own life only grows the more I serve.
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I really believe this can have
a lasting impact. Our communities need a renaissance uprising of
servant leaders and participants. 48by48 would be the perfect event
to kick off a modern movement of people living a “service to
others” lifestyle.
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Since this section is
already over a thousand words, I will publish part two tomorrow
answering the rest of the “why” questions.
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Posted on
Saturday, August 8, 2009
by Drew Johnson
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